yeah softball is quite a big part of my summer. every weekend there is something I'm doing related to softball..either playing a game, umpiring a game, or going to games of the other teams from my church. and more often than not there've been a practice during the week. on top of that I help send out emails to remind people of stuff every week, and just organizational stuff.

and the whole pretending to be confident thing is a paradox. if you manage to pretend to be confident...you're pretty much confident. if I have nothing to say, I'm not very confident...if I do, then I'm confident. if I manage to pretend, that means I do have something to say, which means I wouldn't need to pretend...I'd be confident already.

and cousin, about dinner and/or whatever, you're on...let me know what day(s) you're free and we'll work something out.. I wonder if people check their previous comments....haha about to find out.
 

whoa...how do you do that?? that'd be an incredible ability to have..I don't know how to bs about stuff like that. actually, when it comes to speaking, I can't do anything but talk about something I'm totally convinced of.